Tainted

2010-08-17T22:26:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of living but I'm too afraid to commit suicide.

It's true.

2008-11-23T00:35:00.000-08:00

Argh. I'm stuck at home.
I'm not looking forward to OCIP.
I'm gaming.
I'm wasting my life away at home.

2008-11-14T06:45:00.000-08:00

Ok sorry for me being mean for leaving out these birthday dedications.
AHAHAHA.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NICOLA!!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GONG!!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KIAN HOW!!!

I must start reflecting upon some stuff soon.
I'm getting mindfucked.
And I don't like it.
It's this shitting feeling you get when you mind is torn when you try to make a choice.
It's so tiring.

2008-11-10T11:04:00.001-08:00

Ahh. Now for the update.
All's well I guess.

I got promoted.
I'm now talking normally to my dad again.
I just hope everything stays well.

I've nothing to blog about seriously.
It's mainly because I've been cooping myself at home gaming, sleeping and eating.
I know it's unhealthy but to me, its a good form of escapism.

Ah Wednesday is Kian's birthday.
I need to get a present.

And here are some videos to compensate you for reading the entire paragraph of meaningless crap.

A Frank Sinatra Cover by Vineyard Sound.

Change in my life by Vineyard Sound.

2008-11-01T22:38:00.001-07:00

Check this out man!! It is definitely worthhh your time.

Ahh. PW @ 8 tmrw. Dang.

2008-10-28T08:32:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Isaiahhhhh!!!

Hahaha. Hope you enjoyed your birthday.

2008-10-25T23:52:00.000-07:00

Man Man Man.
My luck has fucking gone down the drain.
Finished.
Fucking customs.

Anyways, Happy Birthday to Guan and Isaiah.
May all your wishes come true for god's sake.

2008-10-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

Hahaha. This picture. HAHAHA.

Oh fuck, it isn't that funny now.
Cause, I just remembered that tomorrow is judgement day.
Dang.

2008-10-15T05:36:00.001-07:00

Ahhh.
Just uploaded some new pictures on Facebook.

After exams, life was mad.
Gamed 5 days straight with only 7 hrs of sleep in total.
HAHA.
Absolutely insane.

Got back CL results yesterday and I got a B overall.
So ain't that bad.
How I wish CL was counted in the promotion criteria.
Ahh whatever.

I'll now wish Tommy Chiang Yun Song a very Happy Birthday.

AND, I'll like to thank the people who wished me happy birthday.

Shit. I've ran out of things to blog.
I'm going off to game now.

2008-09-30T05:54:00.000-07:00

This is a reponse to the post by Yang Qin.

Yes, it is true that I was quite bastard to Yang Qin.
That I acknowledge.
But seriously, his argument is more subjective and opiniated than objective.
Hence, I shall try to articulate myself in the least bias manner.

I mean he can label us for bastards for all we care.
But some people obviously don't know the simple notion of change.
Change.

If you were in sec 1-7 and 2-6, you would realise that no one had anything against Yang Qin.
I'm stating facts.
No one insulted him, much less mock him.

I mean, if you knew Yang Qin in Sec 1 and 2, you would probably know that he WAS quite close to Shaun Ng.
However, at the end of Sec 2, he seemed to have the false idea that he was too cool for Shaun Ng.
And, they all just stopped talking all together. (except for the random hi-byes, that is.)

Here's another point you have to agree with me on.
Yang Qin is seriously a poser.
His hairstyle, dress sense and stuff totally speaks volumes of his attitude.

And regarding the issue of me confronting YQ with regards to him spreading stuff about me, I am at a complete loss of words.
The logic of his argument was that he did not "SPREAD". Instead, he merely told ONE individual.
Alright! So what if I misused the word "spread", I mean if you are really friends of a person, you are highly unlikely to tell other people stuff about your friend.
Fair enough.
(Note: YQ said that Sameer was his friend in his post. HOWEVER, the irony lies in the fact that Sameer doesn't even know his name. In addition, he doesn't even know how to spell waye shyang's name.)

Ultimately, the aim of this post is to enlighten you readers on who the true bastards really are.
The true morons should just take a good hard look of themselves in the mirror and stop talking shit about others.

What I do has nothing to do with you. You really should just mind your own bloody business and live your life in ignorance.

Note: If you were in CJC today or if you know me, I only mock YQ by calling him a fucking fat poser. Nothing wrong with stating facts huh? And, I vividly remember that Yang Qin used to call me a kid in Secondary school. I mean, what warped logic is he trying to present man.

2008-09-24T08:57:00.001-07:00

To spar is to live.
Nothing beats sparring.

2008-09-21T05:07:00.000-07:00

2008-09-20T23:40:00.000-07:00

It's relatively funny how a Chinese teacher decides on filing a disciplinary report when you blatantly refuse to do your chinese homework after school.

But I really don't give a shit.

The promos are coming and I've better things to do then get all frantic over such trival matters.

So we shall all see what's in store for me tommorow.
Shall we?

2008-09-17T07:20:00.000-07:00

Since the key to getting the results is a reasonable target, I shall set mine here.

GP: S
Maths: S
Econs: E
Geography: S
Lit: S

Promos in 11 days time.
And here I am blogging away.

2008-09-16T08:01:00.000-07:00

Image reform in process.
I shall transform myself to a really nice guy.
And polite one.

Alright, laugh away bastards.
But its time to hide those sinful vices.
You just have to agree with me.

And I simply look horrible with my crew cut hair in the class photo.
Omfg, fugly.
I totally regret cutting my hair on impulse.
Ahhh.

Slightly more than a week to promos.
This is going to be one hell of a ride.

2008-09-11T07:41:00.000-07:00

Fucking Cheebye.
So much for neighbourhood harmony.

Some fucking neighbours ought to get burned.
And die by the motherfucking sword.

I can't believe I'm so motherfucking angry that I'm shaking now.
Bloody bitch.

2008-09-10T07:54:00.000-07:00

Guan said that assumptions are the root of all fuck-ups.
I think it's quite true.
Don't you?

Inferiority complex is shitty.
Self-delusion is foolish.
I'm now living a life that I never thought was mine.
It just simply didn't occur to me.
My life is like a demand curve.

Oh no.

2008-09-09T20:24:00.000-07:00

I'm living in self-denial.
I'm delusioned.
I'm screwed.

2008-09-06T23:17:00.000-07:00

Wahh!!
Just saw the new timetable.
I end at 1pm 3 times a week and 2pm for rest of the days.
I was so happy that I even tried to boast to Nat Wee about it.
Only to realise that it was the same for everyone else.

School starts tomorrow.
Promos in 22 days.
Oh shit.

2008-09-06T08:12:00.000-07:00

I must not be so implusive.
I must not be Buay-Hel-Bai.

And I must try and stop my vices.

Today, Day 1.

2008-09-05T07:18:00.001-07:00

I mean.

Just look at his face.

Hahahaha.

2008-09-04T07:56:00.001-07:00

Yes!!

Cher just agreed to let me be her child's godfather.

That's provided she has a child and get married.

Shouldn't be a problem.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

2008-09-03T03:00:00.000-07:00

I got this from Li Yuan's blog and I was so amazed at the truth in it.
This is the first set of personality stereotypes I've seen that has some truth in it.

OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Right or wrong? =) ) Lies but doesn't pretend. ( Very true. ) Gets angry often.( I guess so... ) Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. ( Ah yes this. ) Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional.( Totally. ) Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. ( Declines to comment. ) Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. (Totally!! I never have enough money. ) Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. (Yeah.. See my previous post. ) Loves children.

Oh!!
By the way, Clairvoyance has two meanings.
1.the supernatural power of seeing objects or actions removed in space or time from natural viewing.
2.quick, intuitive knowledge of things and people; sagacity.
How apt. =D

JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Oops. I don't know why there is no November.

2008-08-30T08:53:00.001-07:00

Arghh.
All of a sudden I'm suffering from inferiority complex.
This just sucks.

Big time.

2008-08-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

Today was rather boring.
Woke up and went to Commex.
Bought a computer.
Ate.
Came home.

Yeah.
But I swear my dad is freaking funny.
Here's what happened.
(Notice, It's all about maids.)

Incident no. 1
Mum: Do you know that my colleague sent her maid for swimming lessons? She must be crazy.
Dad: No... This kind of people are actually smart. When they don't want the maid anymore, they just say " Balek Kampong!! Swim back!!". This way, they don't have to pay for the return airfare for the maid.

Incident no. 2
Dad: My friend told me his story. He had a maid who, in his opinion was quite hardworking, diligent, blah blah blah... Whatever anyone would look for in a maid. On the day of the maid's departure, the maid baked a cake and wanted to bring it back with her to her home country. (supposedly for her family to enjoy) However, the maid forgot to bring the cake along and only remembered about the cake when they had already reached the airport. The maid seemed flushed and insisted on going home to get the cake. But, there was no time to go back and get the cake without missing the flight. Hence, the maid flew off without the cake.

When the family decided to eat the cake instead of throwing it away, discovered the owner's diamond rings and necklaces INSIDE the cake.

Tsk tsk.
The above incidents just add to my already present dislike of maids.
No matter what, I'll try to avoid getting a maid in the future.

2008-08-29T05:54:00.000-07:00

No mood to post today.
I am in a shitty mood.

On second thought, maybe I'll blog later.
See how it goes.

However, I must say this.
Gong Hua if you are reading this:

PLEASE CHEER UP!! =D
TEAPOT OK??!!??!

Rumour humour.

2008-08-26T06:51:00.000-07:00

Just got home.

Today was relatively ok.

Lessons were quite slack.

During PE, my frisbee group was hilarious.
Gong, Guan and Chiaps kept doing the teapot stance.

Which was freaking retarded. HAHAHA.

After school, skipped lit remedial.

Me and nwahs followed Marcus to Novena cause Marcus wanted to cut his hair.
Walked from school to United Square.

Other than the sweltering heat, I think it relatively near.

Came back to school after that.

Played frisbee after sch with T23 people.

Quite fun hahahahaha.

By the way, I suddenly feel bad for constantly disturbing KH and Cher, Chiaps and Jeong-su.

Nevertheless, I guess this must be some funny retarded reaction I get after tiring myself out.

Its all because:

God hates us all.

2008-08-24T03:28:00.000-07:00

Hahaha. Just some random pictures I found online.

Ahhh.
About my trigger word. (Pardon my randomness)
I hate people who insult my intelligence.
If they are kidding, it's fine with me.
But for people who mean it, it sucks so bad.

Okay, enough of random bullshit.

I need to watch Crash now.

2008-08-23T06:52:00.001-07:00

I'm finally back after a day out.

Morning was spent at the URA, which was kind of time-wasting.

After field trip, lunched with nwahs, sing, cher and kian at maxwell food centre.

The fish soup and lor mee was good. =D

After that headed to Clarke Quay to watch Della Madre perform in the SBC finals.

Aerosmith's Crying was awesome.

And the Baba O Riley deserved an ovation.

Polarix was superb too.

Raining Blood was superb.

Master of Puppets was rocking.

Haha.

But, Della Madre won the U-17 category and Nick won Best Guitarist.

Congrats to Della Madre who won the U-17 SBC finals.

After that headed to Uncle's house for dinner and went home.

While My Guitar Gently Weeps by Della Madre.

Abit raw sounding, but definitely nice. =D

2008-08-22T06:41:00.000-07:00

Man.
After reading Cher's blog, I feel so remorseful for being such a slacker in PW.
So far, other than individual work, the rest of the group work is largely done by Felly and Cher.
Hence, I must buck up and contribute.
If not, the A or B will slip out of grasp.

On a lighter note, tomorrow is SBC finals.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
Yes man.

2008-08-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

I'm getting very retarded recently.
Hahaha.
Not to mention that I enjoy jacking (no, not jacking off) people nowadays.
It was freaking funny today when Tim, Andrew and I were screwing around, disturbing people.

After school, headed for detention before going to srgn gardens.
Had dinner with yx, andrew, tim at chomp chomp.
Then went shopping.
Then went to J8 to chill.
Then went home.

Ok, thats all.
I'm very tired today.
Hence, there is a mental block forming, which leads to such disastrously boring posts.
I sincerely beg your pardon.

I'm off to sleep.
Bitches.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2008-08-20T05:36:00.001-07:00

Oh man.
I've not been able to blog for the past few days cause of night study and I'm taking this time to make up for it.
Haha.

Got Ms Chia to sign me out at 1pm today.
I was darn tired and had a terrible headache from a lack of sleep.
Skipped Econs lect today to sleep in Thong's class.

Not to mention that I have a whole shitload of homework piling up.
And that the promos are drawing near.
Shit man.

I'm gonna retain.

By the way, look at this brilliant friend of mine.

-seven² says:
go night study for what?

Molly says:
study la.

Molly says:
night STUDY.

2008-08-17T18:25:00.000-07:00

Hell.
I was hoping that I could avoid detention for being late today.
Fuck, I just had to bump into Jeffery Ha.

Whatever.
I'm now in the library while my class is going through lovely double GP.
But I can seek solace in the fact that I'm actually doing something productive.

I can almost tell that today is going to be one of those shitty days.

2008-08-17T02:48:00.000-07:00

The Stormbringer cover by turmion-katilot is awesome.

Damian needs to buy study power.

Aim: 1 hr of study a day.

2008-08-16T04:36:00.000-07:00

This picture is totally awesome.
Unlike you!!
You are significantly, insignificant.

2008-08-10T05:21:00.000-07:00

It's ranting time.
Hahahaha.

Just came home.
Ate dinner with family.
Then had to endure the gruesome music from the getai singers.
(My parents insisted on watching.)
Mostly, teenage girls with tattoos who looked more like bartop dancers.

Hell.
I'm going off to bathe.

2008-08-05T06:15:00.000-07:00

I'm currently suffering the anguish of a pussy.
Poor Damian.

I think I've made alot of enemies recently and they must all think I'm some bastard.
But, I'm just fooling around.
So sorry if I offended you.

And nicola, I'm terribly sorry for not linking you previously.
=D

Watched Money Not Enough 2 today with kian, cher, tharsh and singing today.
Almost fell asleep.
Sucky day.

Aaron Thong the gay shit( who keeps asking me to smell his cock) was freaking funny today.

2008-07-30T05:10:00.000-07:00

Met up with Jingjie today.
And I realised he put on weight.
HAHAHA!!
Ok, it wasn't really that funny but heck!!

Ahhhhhh, shit!!
I need to do my EOM now.
Bye.

2008-07-26T20:05:00.000-07:00

DARN.

I'm really sick and it totally feels shitty.

And not to mention that there is homework to be done.

2008-07-13T21:21:00.000-07:00

Its chinese lesson now and I cant find a book to borrow.

HELL.

Arghh.
I haven't been able to blog cause my IE(intenet explorer) was screwed.
Ahh hell.
I shall update another time.

2008-07-06T23:31:00.000-07:00

Arghh!!
Here I am stuck in my own home on Youth Day.
Kudos to my dad.
As I'm typing this post,
I am sadly missing out on my PAE 1T-08 gathering,
and a Cat High lan outing.

Bloody fuck.

And tmrw, I'll be getting my 6Us back.
Good game.

2008-07-01T07:04:00.000-07:00

I just felt like posting pictures today.

And I HATE myself for having poor anger management.

And I'm sorry if I offended anyone, seriously.

2008-06-29T20:06:00.000-07:00

It's 'A' level CL Oral today.

Damian says, "Ho-seh".

2008-06-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

WOOOTS!!

I gamed 7 hrs straight today.

4 hrs on Fifa.

3hrs on NBA.

HAHAHA!!

Ok. Pardon me.

I wish time would stop so I won't get back my results.

Please.

Darn.

I'm bored.

I need and want molly.

2008-06-25T07:33:00.000-07:00

5 U grades and counting.
I screwed my mid-yrs so badly.
Arghh.

Half of my geography theories and my maths theories were invented by me.
Omfg.
Sigh.
Promos, I'm so going to own it.
I must own it.

2008-06-23T01:48:00.000-07:00

Today's econs exam is screwed.
I totally didn't do case study.

Maths and Geog is screwed too.
I'm screwed.
Heck.

And it doesn't help that there's all the drilling due to the upgrading work.
PLUS ONE OF THE MOTHERFUCKING NEIGHBOURS KEEPS BLASTING JAY CHOU.
WTF, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO STUDY!!

2008-06-17T02:45:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!!

study, Study, STUDY.
Guess I'm just asking for the impossible.
Heck!!
Gaming time now.

Anyways, Jo thanks for the sausage
=)

One by one, only the good die young.

2008-06-16T01:29:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged in ages.
So this is just to make up for it.

Gaming is getting real boring.
Excess gaming is a turn off.
Although, it was quite fun at first.
Arghh!!

One more week to school.
Time just flies eh?

I'm boredd.
I'm going mad.
I've even started reading a joke book to the wall.

I need to START studying.
The Lakers had better win the NBA Finals.

Better.

Omg.

Yesterday is history, tommorrow is a mystery.
And today, is a gift.

2008-06-08T00:21:00.000-07:00

Darn.
I'm bored again.
I've rewatched all the disney movies available.
And I'm desperate for entertainment.

Two weeks have passed.
Very quicky.
And, I haven't started on anything.

Argh.
Whatever.
Fishing next week.
=)
And steamboat.
=))

2008-06-03T06:49:00.000-07:00

Went prawning again today.
Darn. I think I'm hooked.
HAHA.

Me and Kian caught a combined 7 prawns in 1 hr.
Which is quite shitty compared to ytd.
Kian was hilarious.
He used the net and caught all the prawns resting by the side of the wall.
Which of course, is not allowed.
HAHA. LOL.

Yeah. Then losinger and Kian came over for steamboat.
Which was kind of shitty cause the prawns made the soup super fishy.
Darn.
LOL.
Then Kian and I watched Bleach for 1 hr plus while singing slept.
What a pig. Lol.

Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all the time?
When will my reflection show who I am inside.

2008-06-02T05:09:00.000-07:00

Darn Darn Darn.
So, gamed in the morning.
Till 230pm.
Then went prawn fishing for 2hrs. (note: alone)
Caught 23 prawns.
HAHAHA!!!
AS compared to the measly 1 I caught last week.
Prettaye satisified.

Came home and slacked.
Then went for a run at bishan park.
Bumped into the cat high AJC people.
Ran 3km and went home.
STEAMBOAT NOW.
WOOOTSS.

However, I am determined not to let that run go to waste.
Definitely not.

After all, It's my life.

2008-05-31T08:27:00.000-07:00

If I could live my life all over again, I would change the course of my life after I turned sec 3.
I would.
Ok, that's beside the point.

Last Friday, I was so freaking bored.
I went prawn fishing with Tim.
Paid 15 bucks for 1 hr, only to have rotten luck.
Caught 1 puny prawn this time.
As compared to the 6 big ones the last time round.

However, thou shalt try my luck again.
Next week.
Maybe, alone.

I am not what I am.
And, to be or not to be, that is the question.
Ponder, dear souls.

2008-05-29T02:52:00.001-07:00

Ok.
This follow-up will all be cool stuff.
Watch this videos.
=))

Mr Nick Pitera aka Seksy Falsetto

The last minute unbelievable full court shot

And lastly, the first TWIT song I found nice.

2008-05-29T02:37:00.001-07:00

I'm stuck at home.
If I didn't play bball 2 hrs ago.
I would have died,
from being stuck at home for 3 days.

I have no life.
Dang.

This is the potential breakup song.

2008-05-28T01:56:00.000-07:00

BC Rich Bronze Series Warlock with Widow Headstock

Holidays, mundane.
Just did the housework.
Freaking tired.
I'm going for a nap.
Blog again tonight.
Bye.

Would you know my name,
if i saw you in heaven.

2008-05-26T06:35:00.000-07:00

My idol

2008-05-26T06:27:00.000-07:00

Comparing simply disgusts me.
It simply does.

Pain.

Geography tommorrow.
Bye world.

2008-05-24T21:05:00.000-07:00

Dang.
There's Geography tmrw, in sch.
And, what's more, I didn't get to go to sec 4-3 soccer outing.
What the fuck.

Period.

2008-05-21T06:18:00.000-07:00

Erm.
Just linked Tim so figured might as well blog.
Well, tmrw is GP paper.
But i guess I'm not going to miss the Champions League Final;
over my dead body that is.

Haha.
Life has been relatively slow moving.
But I shouldn't ask for too much aye??

You may think that I shouldn't ask for too much,
but do i really ask for too much?
That, we may never know.

Retarded.

p.s. Courtesy of Marcus WW.

2008-05-16T07:29:00.001-07:00

School sucks big time.
Seriously, I regret the fact that I chose JC over Poly.
This is a shitass decision.

Midyears are approaching and I barely even started.
Dang.
And, I go to sch waiting for the end of sch.
I know this is a really bad attitude.
But I cannot help but feel so.
There's really nothing to look forward to.
Absolutely nothing.

Now friends, please don't pon sch whatever the reason.
I know this might be highly contradictory.
However, I cannot help but agree that I'm a bad influence.
And I'm sorry.

On a lighter note,
there is no sch on Wed.
Totally awesome.

Note to self:
Stop slacking so much,
Stop ponning,
Stop being vulgar. (I lost control during PE.)
Omygosh.

2008-05-13T07:03:00.000-07:00

Haha.
Camwhore man those people in the picture.
The one you see that looks like me is actually my twin.
Ok.

Haha.
Sch has been rather fine.
But PE has been a rather different thing altogether.
I'm sure that this is an unanimous agreement from the 1T-10 people yeah??
I'm not going to go on for the simple fear of getting flamed for posting "unwanted rubbish".
Nevertheless, I'm going to express a thing or two.
1. Ego-maniac.
2. It's like a theory lesson.

Yep.
And many things have been happening, good and bad.
But, mostly bad.
So cheer up friends.
There's always a rainbow after a shower.
So hang on in there.

And its 10 days to mid years.
I can't believe the time passed so goddamn quickly.
I really need to start studying.
If not, Damian, GG.

2008-05-11T04:06:00.000-07:00

O man...
Shopping rocks.

I is over the sun.
Ho-seh la.

2008-05-10T05:16:00.000-07:00

Dang.
I haven't been able to blog much recently.
HAHA.

Nevermind, at least i got the time to blog this time.
Pardon me for my past "emo" posts.
They are really just, nothing.
Hahah.

Yeah.
So, went out with Cat,Tim and Sam on Friday.
Went to eat at tp.(where the bubble tea was suprisingly ok this time =0)
Then Sam went back for volleyball.

Then went with Tim and Cat to Suntec to see Jansport bags.
HAHA. Mad fad ehh.
And i bought Pony shoes at 10 bucks. (It is supposed to be $59.90)
Which is freaking cheap.
However, the lone setback is that its "PINK".
Hahahahahahahahaha.

Poor Damian, the confused child.

2008-05-03T21:39:00.001-07:00

Omfg.

I am botak.

HAHAHAHA

2008-05-01T06:04:00.000-07:00

I'm really affected and I don't know why.
This questions hanging.
And, I really feel like I'm going to break down after like 17 yrs of my life.

My life looks really good.
Funny parents and all.
But it was just a facade.
The family part.
Not me.

I used to think that I was putting up a facade.
But I realised I wasn't.
I wasn't easily affected by the things around me.
Even if my loved ones were.

If I told you half the things that happened to me.
You would probably think why I ain't demented yet, why i ain't dead yet?
Why I didn't chose suicide.

It's because suicide is for cowards.
It's for the retards that give up.
And partially because all that happened was created by, my own hands.
The one that I use to write, the same one that I'm using to type now.

If I had a chance to alter my life.
I would.
If I had a chance to die.
I wouldn't.

And feelings towards others.
I wish I can be as determined as Kian How.
I really wish I can be half of him.
He tells me he will suppress his feelings.
I wished I was half as good as him, so I wouldn't have to think so much, so I wouldn't be affected.
I wish.

I'm thankful for all the friends I met in my life.
And, I wish I can alter and change people's lives for the better.
Simply because of one reason.
I failed to change my own.
I failed miserably.
I failed terriblly.
And now, I'm paying for it.
My mind's torturing me.

I think I gotta just take break.
I have to retreat into that comfy shell that calls to me.
Enticingly.

2008-04-29T10:14:00.001-07:00

I am so drained today.

So it will be just peecc-tureesss.

2008-04-27T02:21:00.000-07:00

Omg.
It's already 5 in the evening.
And,
I haven't done any shit.

Haha,
need to do homework, which in my point of view is a whole load of crap.
*whines like cher*
But, I can't afford to retain so i'll just have to buck up.
YEAPPP.

Yeah,
Saturday was spent studying or rather trying to study.
Studied at J8 macs with cher and singing b4 joining cat and kian later.
Man, it took me so long to realise plate tect is a whole load of crap.
Sigh...

Moreover,
my ez-link is still with michael tan.
Wat the shit man.
I waited till 7 on friday and that old geezer went home.
Pissed.

When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes.

Jonas Brothers. YEAHH..

2008-04-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

The photos are terrible + horrible + vegetable.

Hence, I have taken pains to upload this AFTER pictures.

=))

2008-04-25T06:26:00.001-07:00

HAHA.

Was looking at my lower sec photos.

Freaking retarded.

Yeapp.

Just came home from sch.

Played soccer for 5 hrs.

God-damn tired.

I would also like to congratulate Singing and Charm for their outstanding individual performances in the event.

Yes.

Damian says: "Nicely done."

=))

Haha,

studying with cjc folks tmrw.

Yeahh.

Supriseddd??

Although, i think it might just turn out to be a talking session.

HAHAHA.

Char your JJ secret is (UN)-safe with me.

And i hope that the black dog shall tup the white bitch forever.

Period.

2008-04-19T00:23:00.000-07:00

Went Bishan stadium for morning run todayy!!?!
Along with singing, cat and charm.
=)))
Ran about 3.6km today.
HaHaHaHa.
Overall it was tiring but pretty fun.
Yep, I absolutely enjoyed myself.
Totally.

After morning run, met Kian at Bishan market to buy bubbletea.
=))
Charm was pretty satisfied with the quality of the pearls.
Hahaha!!?!
Right CHARM??
Yeappp..
Cat and Singing had lunch after that...
Then bused home on 162.

Going for home club gig tonight.
HAHAHA.
I totally can't wait!!!?!
For those that are going, see you there!!!!!

2008-04-19T00:13:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry, but i am not my usual self today.
Totally not.

Once sworn brothers, our families never fail to bridge the gap.
Never...

We are aware that this is just a misunderstanding between our families, just a fragment of their wild imagination that led them to think astray. However, we realise sadly, that things can never be the same again. We try to heal wounds and bridge the gap in vain but our families would not give us the chance we hope so badly for. To forgive and forget; it's easier said than done. Easier prophesised than fufilled.

We know it's too late. That the gap is permanent and that fact greatly saddens me.
Blaming either side will draw no returns but more hate. You and I know it. There's nothing we can do but to watch in vain and utter pain. Maybe, pain is really an understatement. But, this all boils down to misunderstandings. A little misunderstanding left unsolved will lead to regret. Utter regret. I mean what I say. I am deeply regretful i did not solve the misunderstanding. You can say I'm useless. But I really am. I hope for the time to turn back but I know it won't. We will have to be brave and take a new step, towards different paths. But fear not, I will remember you for life. You are my friend. That is all that matters.

Adieu...

2008-04-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

Yixi sent me this.

Damn.

A change in timetable....

YET AGAIN!!?!

This sucks, big time.

Sch ended at 4 today..

Absolutely tired.

Went with classmates to Parkway!!

WOOTS!!

Kfc-edd.

Chilled at Borders...

Then got Justin his PADC and Melee CD.

Left at 7pmm..

Bused home on 135 with Singing and Mr. Chiaps.

Had loads of fun chatting with them; talking rubbish.

=DDD

Reached home at 800pm.

God-dam(ia)n shackk..

Ok, slack and SLEEEPP!!

P.S. What's CHIAP mannnzz!!! HAHA. =P

2008-04-10T05:39:00.000-07:00

Damn.

Everything is not done.

And its not helping that there's an econs test tmrw.

So screwed!!

Yupp.. HAHAHA!!?!

And,

I would sincerely like to thank my lovely classmates for giving me the card.

You literally touched me.

HAHA.

Alright...

Sch's getting better and more fun.

So yea..

I should really come to sch more often.

And,

Mr Peter Thia just owns.

OWNS U AT LEAST.

P.s. Peter Thia is Lao She. =P

2008-04-05T22:19:00.000-07:00

This is sinful.

Its sunday and i havent done any shit.

HAHAHA...

But,

being me,

I DONT GIVE A DAMN.

yo?!!?

Haha.

Alriteszz.

Last friday's relay was kind of sucky..

I ran out of steam cause i played bball for 1 hour right before the run....

=.="

Haha..

BUT,

we are not the last.

I AM NOT LAST!!??!

WHOOOOOOOOOPPS.

Three cheers and three cheers for 1T-10!!!

Anyways, nice one team 1T-10.

We must OWN a sports carnival.

Ok, period.

2008-04-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

Ouchh!! His balls sure hurt, ALOTT!!! =P

This MUST be a cruel joke.

I can't believe it!!!

I'm now the KEY-BEARER.

OMFG!!

Now, i must go to sch early.

Dangg.. =(

But, on the bright side.....

I now have the class attendance book in my charge.

AND,

I have the class key!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Sch today was really boring.

Yeah....

Double GP in the morning....

Till break that is...

HAHA!!

We had a insane basketball gamee..

SO FUN!!!

And, i don't feel like doing any workk..

ARGH!!!

I MUST BUCK UPPPPPP!!!!

And, go to school on timee... =P

2008-04-01T04:14:00.000-07:00

Another boring day.

I'm so screwed.

Someone lend me functions tmrw!!?!

Lol.

Alright.

Today we had PE which proved that my fitness sucks now.

Dang.

And...

I got cautioned for latecoming againnn..

=.="

Yeah.

And i signed out the class key today.

HAHA!!?!

You know what that means don't YOU.

AHAHAHA.

Going crazyyy...

PERIOD.

2008-03-31T07:34:00.000-07:00

Ok, blogger is being a bitch.

I'm so gonna change my skin.

Yeappp.

School was quite uneventful today, kind of sucked!!?!

Econs test which i badly screwed.

Haha!!..

Till CL that is..

Our dear Mr Thia came up with a "PANG SAI" book!!!

Rofl. Ok, it sounds retarded.

But, its aimed at retards like me.

HAHA!!

Asses that go to toilet twice every lesson..

Sigh..

I miss Cat high..

Remember Tablet PC??

This is it.

It.