I'm tired of living but I'm too afraid to commit suicide.

It's true.

Argh. I'm stuck at home.
I'm not looking forward to OCIP.
I'm gaming.
I'm wasting my life away at home.

Ok sorry for me being mean for leaving out these birthday dedications.
AHAHAHA.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NICOLA!!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GONG!!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KIAN HOW!!!

I must start reflecting upon some stuff soon.
I'm getting mindfucked.
And I don't like it.
It's this shitting feeling you get when you mind is torn when you try to make a choice.
It's so tiring.

Ahh. Now for the update.
All's well I guess.

I got promoted.
I'm now talking normally to my dad again.
I just hope everything stays well.

I've nothing to blog about seriously.
It's mainly because I've been cooping myself at home gaming, sleeping and eating.
I know it's unhealthy but to me, its a good form of escapism.

Ah Wednesday is Kian's birthday.
I need to get a present.

And here are some videos to compensate you for reading the entire paragraph of meaningless crap.



A Frank Sinatra Cover by Vineyard Sound.



Change in my life by Vineyard Sound.

Check this out man!! It is definitely worthhh your time.

Ahh. PW @ 8 tmrw. Dang.

Happy birthday Isaiahhhhh!!!

Hahaha. Hope you enjoyed your birthday.

Man Man Man.
My luck has fucking gone down the drain.
Finished.
Fucking customs.

Anyways, Happy Birthday to Guan and Isaiah.
May all your wishes come true for god's sake.